The Resistance
So many things are going on. At times, feeling completely lost is unavoidable. My children, half of them, are enduring such hardship. As a mom without power to help, it almost unmanageable. However, this mom has the grace of Jesus in her. Most of the time I feel the power of Jesus coursing through my veins, I feel on fire! Fire for Jesus. At these times the peace is indescribable. Like the bible says, "peace that surpasses all understanding" Honestly though, sometimes I lose the fire. I start the looking inside myself for answers. I know that I can do nothing without Christ, yet when times get tough, I'm a hider. I dive into myself. Isolate from most everyone and everything. It's hard not to. Such a habit, a habit that can only bring misery. I sit here wondering how I end up in this spot so very often with the knowledge I have of the Lords power and grace in my life. I guess it's just hard to achieve total abandon. To die completely to one's self seems s...
