Happy Birthday My Kami!

I just got to talk to my baby. If you know me, you know I have lots of babies, but today is my oldests birthday. Kami, you know me, you know I cry on every single one of your birthdays. Today is a little different and so much more intense than any other. Baby girl, you have been through and triumphed over the hell your father and I have put you through. Who you have become all on your own is such an inspiration ...like I said on the phone I am so very proud of you. Not the kind of pride that says "hey, look what I did" no honey, this is me just so very proud of your endurance and ability to keep a heart and compassion for others with what you have witnessed and endured throughout your life. You turned your lemons into lemonaide sweetheart! I have been in all senses of the word reminiscing and reliving the day of your birth since yesterday. You have been so very stubborn and headstrong from conception. I had morning sickness, heartburn leg cramps, you name it girly you gave it to me in pregnancy. Due October 19th 1993 you did not want to come, you loved your comfy little waterbed. On November 2nd I went in for my Dr. Appt. where he told me he would wait 9 more days. Oh heck no I said..the baby is done cooking! I was soooo overdue and so incredibly FAT! 206 darn pounds..It is time! so on November 3 and 7:00 am the doctors induced my labor..did you like it? No, you insisted you liked your comfy little home. They continuously up meds and do all they can do to get you to come meet the huge party of people there to witness your grand entrance into this world. You being Kami though, held your ground until 6:31 am the following morning at 6:31 am. Oh how I remember that moment, how the emotions just rush, I couldn't help but cry as they laid you on my belly for the first time...you were upset about the actions of the day and took it out on me by just going ahead and peeing on me right there. First time you ever got paybacks for being forced into something you didnt want! LOL! It was an amazing day, one I will never ever forget. I love you sweetie pea, so very much. I know we have not always gotten along or even liked eachother, but sweetie, just know there has not been one single second of your life that you have not been so very loved! I hope today is the best..let nothing get you down darlin! you are the best 

Love. 
Momma

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